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My Country House

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Skull shapes made of amaranth and honey for  Day of the Dead  in Mexico When I was a child I lived in two homes.  One was in Cote St. Luc and I remember the address perfectly.  That was the first thing they taught me in the little prenursery school I attended. When I was six years old my parents purchased a country house in the Laurentians.  I would go for the summer to that little house and in the winter the family would go every weekend so that we could rest and go skiing. First, we went to Belle Neiges ski hill and then La Reserve. Every Saturday night we would have steak.  This was a very big meal. Many times during the week we did not eat well but on Saturday we had a big meal.  As I recall the family would share a steak or two and we would have hotdogs and something else as well (I believe ribs). We always had a fresh salad.  First, the meals were made on an outside bbq with charcoal.  Then my father purchased a hibachi and fina...

Regretfully Declining Ad-hoc Vacations to Far Off Places. Talking about Painful

Hello Dear Reader, I am glad you have come by to read my thoughts. I write my open journal to you. The years continue to roll by and more and more I retreat into my own world. This summer I did not get taken on any airplane trips.  I told many people not to take me because I am very unhappy with the financial position I am in.  (I am not sure who is taking everything from me (when there is something to take).  All I know is that whenever there was something of value I had, it was taken from me by unknown people. Without any respect for my wishes.  Regretfully I think about people coming in from a very far off place. Or my possessions are taken from me by someone who has the ability to take me there (sight unseen). I feel very bad about the situation. But financially the situation is so grim that I am looking not to change it mainly for the reason that it can easily get much worse.  This is not a very happy situation. These people just come into my room (...

No Money and No Possessions. Identity Theft and No Identity for those who live

When I arrived at the present place where I live my brother was full of dire predictions that I would eventually be abandoned to a very poor place without support. This is the pattern he said because as the years go by I see fewer and fewer people. (and get less and less support). You see in previous years I have been somehow forced into not being able to rectify my impoverished state.  My brother did nothing to do this either as well.  As a matter of fact, he and his organization have taken great advantage of my handicap. for example just before my father died He confessed to me that he had nothing to leave me when he died. WHo had everything? Well, it was going to happen. It couldn't be my brother and his associates.  this situation got worse with the death of my mother who I was not in good relations with.  A long time ago my family had been replaced in a case of identity theft.  There were some really severe beatings for me so I was not able to get help ...

An Awful Budget And Not respecting my Wishes. (Lack of Decency)

Hello Dear Reader, I am glad that you have dropped by today.  Your thoughts and input are very valuable to me. This is even more true for the fact is I am mostly in my room at this time. The winter months are coming and soon I will not be able to go to the park to work or commune with people.  I so enjoy going to the park after supper.  This year I haven't gone out as much as the past but still, it is enjoyable.  All this to say I am glad you are here to lend an ear. Note: the following article and the notes afterward are written very quickly. I am using them to brainstorm for ideas. I think the first thing to do is to get the ideas down on the computer because sometimes it takes a while for me to get organized. Once the blueprint s done, I will use the information here as a springboard for other articles.  so here is my budget to live off as it stands now (per month): (as of August 2019) Income: Last Resort Financial Assistance ...